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2025
#31 Last time I went to a movie theater the experience was horrible. To begin the screen was filled with ads at first, we were waiting for 15 minutes to start the movie. There was an ad that said "we sell 1L water bottles at 20$ MXN!!!" In my country that's fucking expensive, and they said it like it was something good and happy. Then when the movie finally started there were now more people and they were talking and eating and it was very uncomfortable to watch the movie in some moments. And also the movie was utterly trash. Just a modern terror movie filled with feminazism and lesbianism, probably to appeal to brainwashed zoomers or idk. Also everything was expensive. I really don't know why we went there. Better to go to 1337x.to and pirate some movies or just don't watch anything at all.
#30 I've wrote an idea for a game here. Maybe it's shit, but I think it's pretty unique. Of course I got inspired by cheesybomb's game modernity.
#29 Riddim community (as with all communities) is shit. It's pretty ironic to me that riddim and heavy music in general is about experiencing emotions, being happy, angry, sad, etc. and when listening to this music (especially some tracks) I feel that it's very rebellious, "anarchist", against rules, society, etc. showing the truth of life that it's all shit, and the fucking community is pure shit instead of learning and being decent. See for example the case of Vulllgur. While these guys are shit and scammers, they showed part of the holocaust in a show and many people got offended. So these people are pseudoleftists or something like that. Like really what do people feel about this music? Maybe it's the opposite of what I see. It's not surprising though, they just are retards like everyone. This is something that I've feeling since a long time ago, but here I put it best. Hopefully you get it. Maybe someone smarter than me can explain it better, but I guess no one will understand this.
#28 I feel that designing a CSS too much is like ricing or distrohopping. The only "useful" reason for something like that is gaining attention because it is llamative so it's good for spreading a message or for money, but ultimately it does nothing good and its just a waste of time. As drummyfish said, doing other "useless" activities like watching movies or playing videogames are better than ricing etc. because you are learning about culture.
#27 Here is a command to make dead links visible on the Less retarded wiki when using Links browser. This way it's more comfy to consoom. Just run it inside the directory with all the html files:
perl -0777 -pi -e 's#(<[\s\S]*?class="dead"[\s\S]*?>)([\s\S]*?)(</a>)#$1<font color="red">$2</font>$3#g' *.html
#26 People complain that AI will dominate music but it can't make a single decent track of a niche genre like riddim dubstep, IDM, harsh noise, etc. It can only make "generic" and mainstream music like lofi hip hop and trap. And even then nothing its outstanding, maybe just certain sounds. If you find something that is worthy of listening (and it's something serious, not a joke) PLEASE send it to me.
#25 LMAO https://archive.is/qZdxa
#24 To make the cursor visible when using termux in a phone with MIUI and dark mode, just go to configuration to disable dark mode in termux.
#23 The need for privacy is a problem rooted in society. Ideally there should be no need for any privacy and all information should be public. Yeah I'm repeating what drummyfish said cuz y**t*b* censored my comment. Thankfully (I guess) I use ublock origin, invidious and yt-dlp.
#22 I found someone that has added XEmbed support to Links. I used the patch provided and seems to be working fine, except that the fucking paste button doesn't work. The browser freezes if I try to paste something.
#21 I'm working on adding XEmbed support to the Links browser so as to use it with tabbed. Get excited for the day that I release it. Or if there is someone else that have already done that (which seems that nobody has), tell me please (who will read this anyways lol.)
#20 I noticed that chromium renders colors incorrectly. To fix it go to Force color profile in chrome://flags and change it to sRGB. I'm using ungoogled chromium 141, not sure if it happens in other chromium browsers. Firefox, badwolf and netsurf seem to display correct colors.
#19 I've read the nutrition article of digdeeper. It says that obesity is not only provocated by a caloric surplus, but also by other problems like toxins and I don't know what cuz I'm too lazy to read. But basically it says that obesity can be caused by other problems and fat also can contain toxins or something like that, not only energy. And says that you can lose weight by eating a nutritios diet even if you are not in a deficit. While the anorexia article of drummyfish says that you can't defy the laws of physics and you have to eat a caloric deficit to lose weight and it's impossible to not lose weight in a caloric deficit. I don't know what to believe anymore. I think digdeeper is a sissy that doesn't have enough control over himself and drummyfish is a chad that control his urges. What I need is someone to tell me some magical secret to gain a lot of muscle mass because I can't.
#18 Why I talk alone. Since I was around 14 years old I talk to myself a lot. Most of the time it is just redundant stuff. But for some reason it helps me concentrate better. Also if I never talk alone then I probably wouldn't be able to express myself (or very poorly) since I never talk with anyone. I've heard that it also can be a symptom of lonesliness, which might be true. But I think that even if I was socializing (which would be very uncomfortable for me) I would still talk to me sometimes. A real problem would be that 99% of the time I'm talking with myself in spanish because it's hard to do it in english, because nobody here uses it reguarly in the first place.
#17 I was talking with someone. They said that I was very weird because I was laughing hard out of nowhere while I'm eating, or that I move in a headbang way or talk alone. I don't know what's wrong with laughing. It makes you happy and life more enjoyable. I can understand that it might bother some people in some cases but I think where I was it was not a problem. Though they said that it was not really about bothering them, but more about me looking weird and like a loser and that I will never be able to get a girlfriend and lose job opportunities. The second option is true but hey, there are tons of gay and trans people that act very weird and some companies support them, why can't I be the way I am? Something very important that I've learned from Diogenes, Drummyfish and other people is that you must be self-confident, and you can have any opinion even if it makes you completely alone. Of course this also includes completely retarded opinions, but thanks to logic and truth, one can have good opinions.
#16 If you think that I'm a fucking retarded NPC, you need to see my brother. He does nothing productive all day and spends half of his time bothering me. He has been living like this for YEARS. He is probably elevated to ^2 in NPCness compared to me. (This goes to my brother) Por cierto, si algun día llegas a leer este mensaje quiero que sepas que eres un ser vivo inutil que solo causa problemas y te debería atropellar un burro.
#15 The idea in the post #1 is not well expressed. When I wrote it I was thinking about not supporting channels that while they might have funny or useful content, their main motivator is money. Or at least they are receiving too much attention, so while initially money was not a goal now it is. So yeah only use yt-dlp and pirate their content. I will not mention examples of channels/accounts because there are like 23743249823 that are like that so it's pretty obvious. There is a minority which actually make content without expecting money and they might care about views only because they want to spread the information for free.
#14 Nowadays I never see the youtube notifications. I've put many retarded comments. Some because I was feeling bad at the time, others because I just wanted to troll. Recently it said that I had 73 notifications and for some reason it reseted and I have 5 now. Maybe most of them are just recommended videos but idk. Sometimes I scroll in youtube comments through invidious and see something and then I post a comment or reply, though I should stop doing that. In the past I would always see the notifications and read and sometimes reply to replies. When I was around 10 years old I played roblox and I sometimes I insulted or trolled people and I didn't feel any anxiety and it was fun. Same thing with youtube. After 2-3 years I was starting to feel a bit of anxiety when arguing with people. And the years after it got worse to the point that I deleted my old youtube channel which had around 50 retarded videos and 40 subscribers. And also because at that time I discovered yt-dlp and invidious so I've started using those since then.
#13 I've read the section of embarrassing moments of drummyfish, so I thought why don't I start talking about mine. Here is a story about fluoxetine: I don't remember this very well, but anyways. One day in mid-2024 I was crying and I guess I have been fighting with my brother because he bothers me many times. A relative wanted me to try fluoxetine to see if I can feel better. After some days I wanted to masturbate as always and it was hard to reach orgasm. I spent around 30 minutes masturbating non stop watching porn and I finally could reach orgasm. It was a very intense orgasm. I felt my brain weird, like there was some liquid around it passing around it. It was extremely pleasant and I was extremely happy. I felt like this for around 2 minutes. After that the sensation went down a bit but for the rest of the day I was very happy. At some points I felt very energetic and was jumping around to release excessive energy. The next orgasm that I've had were less intense but still I was masturbating for a long time and they felt very good. I was acting very gay when I was taking the fluoxetine. Also at the time I thought that maybe the source of my laziness would be because of gender dysphoria or something like that and if I start dressing with women or feminine clothes I would feel better. Clearly I was very stupid because that did nothing. Though it's true that I like crossdressing but that's just a fetish. One day, maybe after a week or two of starting to take the antidepressant I told a relative that I felt like I wanted to dress like a woman and it made me happy. At the moment I didn't thought it was something very embarrassing. I don't understand how I could be so retarded. I've read before that this could be hypomania and it's common to happen to bipolar people that take fluoxetine, but I'm not bipolar and I'm not sure if it was actually hypomania. Someone told me that this effect is extremely rare and it's all my fault but idk. BTW I am COVID vaccinated with astrazeneca or pfizer or both, I don't remember. At the time I was like 14 years old and my parents forced me to it so yeah. I think there's nothing wrong with all of this compared to what other people do. There are people that beat their relatives or animals or rape women or children, so this is nothing embarrassing compared to these bastards.
#12 I think the reason that I have self harmed before was that when I have to do something and I don't want to do it it makes me feel bad and reminds me how stupid I am and I should be dead, and people criticizing me and sometimes even when praising me. Anyways self harm with a knife or rubber band unless it's severe and unclean it's probably better than alcohol and cigarrettes. The body of almost all humans is very resilient and is designed to resist a lot of bad things thanks to evolution and wounds were very common in the past. On the other hand, chemical sustances affect the lungs, liver and idk what else permanently. So yeah cutting is better than drinking or smoking. I feel weird that I never drink. I just tried a bit years ago to know how beer and some wines taste. I've never smoked in my life. But I hit myself with a rubber band to feel better and improve my motivation when I don't want to do something lol. And also it's free when you already have a rubber band or a knife.
#11 Lol https://www.trustpilot.com/review/wplace.live
#10 Once a zoomer learns english he will consoom content non-stop in english since there is much more to consoom. English is the consoom language by excellence. Also I hate how english sounds.
#9 A continuation from post #7. I remember I have read somewhere that it's bad to watch CP because it supports this business. Idk how it's possible to support something if it's downloaded somewhere with an adblock and haven't paid anything, but anyways let's suppose that it still supports it. In that case, I agree that CP is bad. But what about sexual drawings of lolis or child characters? What harm are you doing to anyone? Any retard can draw something and post it and nothing bad happens.
#8 TFW painting in wplace.live while listening to zoomer music, having self harm scars, autodiagnosed mental illnesses and being gay and useless.
#7 Let's write about "smart" people. I've always thought that some people were smart because they had good grades and had "good" (what I used to think was good) political opinions. But once you learn stuff and notice how they actually are and their opinions you realize that they are in fact very retarded. For example most people think modern games = good, nudity = bad, pedophile = rapist. I'm not attracted to children, but I like gore and sometimes phantasize with killing people and enjoy it. Does it mean that I will do that IRL? Of course not. People are living beings capable of feeling a lot of pain. They are horrible and the worst thing that exist but that's not a reason to attack them. There's no good reason for violence. Even if I don't feel any emotion towards inflicting pain in someone, I know that it's wrong. The best religion is morality. I'm not sure if I'm a pacifist but I try to be. Btw if it's somehow not clear, I believe rape is bad and well, it's obvious that it's bad. Who said that it was right? There's a difference between accidentally founding a photo and finding it arousing and doing some absolutely horrible stuff. There's nothing horrible that has happened to me, though something I can say is that when I was younger I was bullied by someone and phantasized with someday punching him or something and time passed and I actually never did it. Not even accuse him. See also drummyfish's shortcut thinking article.
#6 I'm a complete NPC. I spend most of my free time reading youtube comments. For example, I enter to videos about some controversial stuff in fitness world or some political video or whatever and I start scrolling and read hundreds and hundreds of comments. Only good thing is that they are in english but I understand almost everything they say anyways. Maybe to some first worlder or indian it's not surprising to know english because where they live it's normal to know two languages or more, but in mexico it's common for people to be around A2 in english and according to this website I'm B2 level, specifically C1 reading, B1 listening, B2 writing and B2 speaking. Though some good things about me are that I try to spend around 1 hour in the sun when working out (though lately I've been avoiding it because it's hot as fuck, probably because of climate change). I never use soap or shampoo and I'm trying to avoid using toothpaste and consequently sugary foods. I will let my hair grow because I don't want to go to barbershops anymore. Though I wonder how it would look like long since mine isn't straight, it's more like broccoli hair. I never buy meat, though my relatives do. I don't understand why I'm writing all of this, I'm just talking to myself like always but now in text. I've talked to myself for some years now. Idk why I do it, it feels good I think and keeps me prepared to talk, because if I never talked to myself I would just be a fucking complete retard that can't communicate anything.
#5 I think that people with "adhd" are failures that somehow are still living including me. The system loves to have this kind of useless people.
#4 When I was a preteen I loved to watch videos about smartphones and computers, but now I hate them. Then about linux and old computers and other stuff. I think I've lost the interest in this because of what's actually behind these products. They always have programmed obsolescence and are designed to last just a few months to then consume other product again, and also a lot of bad and bloated software like android. I have always been very stupid though, I never learned to program despite watching many courses and practicing. Maybe a combination of laziness and because it's actually very hard for me. I mention this because now I'm at first semester of university and now I have to learn the same things that I knew many years ago. Tbh I don't understand why I'm at this career. In part it's because my family wants me to study this (though they don't force it) but I actually hate it. A bit less than other topics, sure. But I imagine my future just hanging myself from a rope in a few years. I hate everything.
#3 I fucking hate flags. Why people are so proud of their sexuality? They say that it's because they are "oppressed" but they also try to fight and bully others. Well maybe I can't talk about it since I'm virgin and have never been in a relationship. I don't even have friends lol. Sometimes I think I'm an incel (maybe mentalcel as most are) but tbh I have never searched for someone. I'm bisexual but I really hate being around people. It would drive me crazy if I always have to see the same human everyday and having fights because of stupid things. Maybe I can make an exception for trans people because that's a whole different level of suffering, but they are promoting being trans to the world (including children) and they want them to also become trans so they can gain power. Of course not all gay, trans, etc. people are part of the LGBT fascism but most are. Hopefully I have described it well. Anyways drummyfish has explained this much better than I ever could. Same thing happen with countries. I don't understand how someone can be so proud of spawning in some part of the world. And all of them have used violence to gain territory or whatever stupid conflict they want to have with others.
#2 I don't understand how people can be so "grateful" for a shit creator that said the same fucking thing that millions of people always say.
#1 Do NOT support ANYONE that wants money. It doesn't matter if they even create "good" or "useful" content (which most probably isn't), if they try to do a business with it, just screw them. Download/pirate their stuff. For example, only use invidious, freetube or yt-dlp to watch youtube shit creators. Information should be FREE. Only exceptions would be if the creator makes actually good/funny content.