Here will go short posts, opinions or whatever I write. So just like twitter since I am retarded and I can't write anything long, but at least I try to make concise things. They go from newest to oldest.
WARNING: This stuff is too based for most people. It can cause cognitive dissonance. Read at your own risk. Also I'm just a bitch that complains a lot.
#8 TFW painting in wplace.live while listening to zoomer music, having self harm scars, autodiagnosed mental illnesses and being gay and useless.
#7 Let's write about "smart" people. I've always thought that some people were smart because they had good grades and had "good" (what I used to think was good) political opinions. But once you learn stuff and notice how they actually are and their opinions you realize that they are in fact very retarded. For example most people think modern games = good, nudity = bad, pedophile = rapist. I'm not attracted to children, but I like gore and sometimes phantasize with killing people and enjoy it. Does it mean that I will do that IRL? Of course not. People are living beings capable of feeling a lot of pain. They are horrible and the worst thing that exist but that's not a reason to attack them. There's no good reason for violence. Even if I don't feel any emotion towards inflicting pain in someone, I know that it's wrong. The best religion is morality. I'm not sure if I'm a pacifist but I try to be. Btw if it's somehow not clear, I believe rape is bad and well, it's obvious that it's bad. Who said that it was right? There's a difference between accidentally founding a photo and finding it arousing and doing some absolutely horrible stuff. There's nothing horrible that has happened to me, though something I can say is that when I was younger I was bullied by someone and phantasized with someday punching him or something and time passed and I actually never did it. Not even accuse him. See also drummyfish's shortcut thinking article.
#6 I'm a complete NPC. I spend most of my free time reading youtube comments. For example, I enter to videos about some controversial stuff in fitness world or some political video or whatever and I start scrolling and read hundreds and hundreds of comments. Only good thing is that they are in english but I understand almost everything they say anyways. Maybe to some first worlder or indian it's not surprising to know english because where they live it's normal to know two languages or more, but in mexico it's common for people to be around A2 in english and according to this website I'm B2 level, specifically C1 reading, B1 listening, B2 writing and B2 speaking. Though some good things about me are that I try to spend around 1 hour in the sun when working out (though lately I've been avoiding it because it's hot as fuck, probably because of climate change). I never use soap or shampoo and I'm trying to avoid using toothpaste and consequently sugary foods. I will let my hair grow because I don't want to go to barbershops anymore. Though I wonder how it would look like long since mine isn't straight, it's more like broccoli hair. I never buy meat, though my relatives do. I don't understand why I'm writing all of this, I'm just talking to myself like always but now in text. I've talked to myself for some years now. Idk why I do it, it feels good I think and keeps me prepared to talk, because if I never talked to myself I would just be a fucking complete retard that can't communicate anything.
#5 I think that people with "adhd" are failures that somehow are still living including me. The system loves to have this kind of useless people.
#4 When I was a preteen I loved to watch videos about smartphones and computers, but now I hate them. Then about linux and old computers and other stuff. I think I've lost the interest in this because of what's actually behind these products. They always have programmed obsolescence and are designed to last just a few months to then consume other product again, and also a lot of bad and bloated software like android. I have always been very stupid though, I never learned to program despite watching many courses and practicing. Maybe a combination of laziness and because it's actually very hard for me. I mention this because now I'm at first semester of university and now I have to learn the same things that I knew many years ago. Tbh I don't understand why I'm at this career. In part it's because my family wants me to study this (though they don't force it) but I actually hate it. A bit less than other topics, sure. But I imagine my future just hanging myself from a rope in a few years. I hate everything.
#3 I fucking hate flags. Why people are so proud of their sexuality? They say that it's because they are "oppressed" but they also try to fight and bully others. Well maybe I can't talk about it since I'm virgin and have never been in a relationship. I don't even have friends lol. Sometimes I think I'm an incel (maybe mentalcel as most are) but tbh I have never searched for someone. I'm bisexual but I really hate being around people. It would drive me crazy if I always have to see the same human everyday and having fights because of stupid things. Maybe I can make an exception for trans people because that's a whole different level of suffering, but they are promoting being trans to the world (including children) and they want them to also become trans so they can gain power. Of course not all gay, trans, etc. people are part of the LGBT fascism but most are. Hopefully I have described it well. Anyways drummyfish has explained this much better than I ever could. Same thing happen with countries. I don't understand how someone can be so proud of spawning in some part of the world. And all of them have used violence to gain territory or whatever stupid conflict they want to have with others.
#2 I don't understand how people can be so "grateful" for a shit creator that said the same fucking thing that millions of people always say.
#1 Do NOT support ANYONE that wants money. It doesn't matter if they even create "good" or "useful" content (which most probably isn't), if they try to do a business with it, just screw them. Download/pirate their stuff. For example, only use invidious, freetube or yt-dlp to watch youtube shit creators. Information should be FREE. Only exceptions would be if the creator makes actually good/funny content.