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Paco

Paco is a retard living somewhere in Mexico. He's a failure at everything, has always been weird bla bla. More information can be found here. Despite his skin color he actually has many features present in most black people like low intelligence, bad language usage and sometimes chimps out, and while he's not that great physically he can actually walk kilometers or miles if he was in murika compared to the average human today which can't walk farther than 1 kilometer because they think it's "too far" and will travel in their entire lives with cars and motorbikes. Also he can do more pull ups than the average man his age, and that's not even 2 digits.

He's extremely stupid and retarded, but something peculiar of him is that he can't get offended by absolutely anything he sees online. He feels anxiety, but he doesn't fight or censor anything on the internet. He can watch almost any kind of gross content. He has even thought about becoming a surgeon or something like that since he's insensitive to the sight of blood, gore and death, but he probably would be very useless anyway because of his stupidity and who wants to work on the public health system in mierdico lol. He's though quite sensitive when it comes to social situations as he can cry easily when people are mad and yell at him.

He wants to live a life where he does nothing important all day and have access to infinite food and water like many people in the world, although he would prefer to be isolated from everyone most of the time or forever. Despite this he sometimes forces himself to do something even though he dreads it. Still, people that make zero sum games are not that much more useful than him.

According to normie platforms he "supports" Connor Gardner Weston.

He doesn't remember the taste of alcohol (it's a bitter taste wasn't it?) and has never smoked in his life.

{ I don't even know why I feel like this, I have a better life than most people in the world, probably much better than niggers in africa and I'm still like this, and I repeat this myself a lot of times throughout my life. It's just in my nature to be useless and evil and I'm not going to do anything to change it }

As of August 2026 he is a near-NEET. He is in 3rd semester of "computer science"/networking/whatever you want to call it (can't say the name) and he's just there for the degree lol. He hasn't had sexual activity with anyone and never will. His pronouns are all that have been ever invented in the history of humanity, though he prefers to be referred by ones in the languages he can understand. He is fan of important men in the current world like Daniel Larson and Connor Gardner Weston.

He used to have a spanish youtube channel with 40 subscribers and probably some thousand visits, created at 2018 and deleted at 2020 or 2021. There he uploaded videos about some games, nonsensical videos, some memes, shitty music made with a pirated fl studio etc. demonstrating his extreme retardedness by playing extremely shitty games and spending a lot of time on shitty platforms. Thankfully he discovered better corners of the internet and now he is here.

Among things he usually does currently are doing nothing, that's the bane of his existence.

Some of his projects are:

He has disposition of the following things:

• 2 functional legs and 2 functional arms
• A somewhat functional brain (overstatement)
• A computer. More than one actually
• Almost constant internet connection

Personal data:

• Photos: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
• Self harm photos: 1, 2, 3, 4
• Name: Francisco (don't want to say full name)
• Date of birth: 5 January 2007
• Height: 166cm
• Weight: Who knows, the frigging weight scale doesn't have batteries. Probably ~60kg
• Blood type: O+
• Email: paco@cumallover.me, nobody78013@gmail.com
• Phone number: +52 33 2456 7943
• City of residence: Autlán de Navarro
• Youtube: npc4life420 (english or spanish blud) (not using anymore, see the end of this article for list of comments and subscriptions)
• Vidlii: ~~paco1~~ (not lasted even 1 day since uploading first video which actually was useful, banned for uploading reject modernity embrace basedness and "supporting" Connor Gardner Weston even though I haven't given any money to him, damn jews. I'm too based for them bro)
• Git: Github, codeberg, git.coom.tech

See also the dotfiles.

Tests

Here I'll put some tests with my personal answers

L/R type

• Can selfishness be considered fundamentally good?
  • A: No because it always leads to evil
• Should people in society be obliged to work? (Answering "no" implies that society should UNCONDITIONALLY support people who refuse to work.)
  • A: No because not everyone is capable of working and as someone else said (maybe andres imlauer or george hotz) the 10% supports the 90%, most do zero sum games that provide nothing actually good to society so I think just trying to feed them is enough, better if they can do something actually useful
• Can there ever be a situation when it would be considered good to murder someone (i.e. kill him against his will), for example a terrorist?
  • A: Probably yes depending on how they are, but a better alternative is to send them to prison forever

Retard

• general:
  • Breathes with open mouth, may be making grunting noises and dripping saliva on the floor, moves his lips when reading (if he can read), bumps into walls and sometimes gets stuck like an NPC in a video game.
    • A: None of these except the last point when I try to do something. I sometimes play with the strings of my pants or other things or move my hands weirdly and move back and forth
  • Supports at least one of the following: capitalism, LGBT, feminism, nazism, any other kind of fascism, bloat, censorship, "social justice", political correctness, libertarianism, liberalism, laws, intellectual property, Ukraine, Russia, USA, any country, any form of violence such as self defense, any kind of bullshit, ...
    • A: Idk how I support any of this
  • Doesn't support LRS.
    • A: Idk how I support this
  • Involuntarily wets or shits his pants.
    • A: No
  • Is obsessed with so called "productivity" and thing such as "motivation" (loves inspirational quotes and "stories"), buys courses and things such as tutoring and "coaching", can't study on his own or make himself do something without paying someone else to make him.
    • A: No
  • Exhibits shortcut thinking and similarly to an animal reacts mostly to keywords and preprogrammed phrases like "fairness", "protection", "justice" and "democracy", possesses simplistic black and white worldview (typically gets confused when confronted with LRS, but for lack of other options that would require a few more brain cells and fewer chromosomes is quick to sort it either under far right or far left, the only two categories that exist in his world).
    • A: Over time I've grown to not care much about stuff and I don't react to any news, danger or controversy unless it's something extremely unique or something where I live
  • Easy to manipulate, eats propaganda for breakfast, is affected by ads and peer pressure, falls for all the standard tricks such as slowly boiling the frog, leading the pig to the slaughterhouse, humorwashing, openwashing, hype, fear culture and so on and so forth. Easily gets vaccinated, chases the needle like a heroin addict.
    • A: I almost never see advertisements and when I do and I pay much attention to them. I actually didn't want to get vaccinated recently with some virus whose name I don't remember but my family forced me to do it
  • Abstains from masturbation and/or watching porn.
    • A: No
  • Goes absolutely nuts when you tell him you support pedophilia.
    • A: No. Actually I find it lulzy
  • Is either atheist, Christian, Muslim or superstitious, believes in ghosts, chakras, kung-fu, pyramid schemes, power of the mind and similar crap.
    • A: No
  • Is optimistic and "positive", bluepilled, believes there exists good and that not "everything is so bad", often says things like "it's not that bad" or "it's not a perfect system, but it's the best we have".
    • A: I often do that but mostly about my life, like I have a much better life than other people, maybe it's not related to the statement. I think we indeed live in a dystopia that could be much better if technology was used to remove work and make all life happier and improve living conditions and that in other times like in ancient greece it was pretty much the same if not better
  • Listens to music and/or watches movies made after 2010, doesn't mind shitty CGI or movies shot on digital or even "AI generated content" (he may say "it's not that bad"), must have music playing during everything he does, but never listens to complex music with soul, instead has a playlist full of 3 hour long ambient electro remixes of someone breathing.
    • A: No idea how this is related to this. Being fan or consuming some specific media doesn't make you better. I hate the fact that social media is now full of AI generated content but I don't watch any of that, but I've found some videos funny
  • Is proud of something, often about being "part of some group" (nation, movement, disability, gender, race, political party, team at work, ...).
    • A: I'm not proud of anything. If anything maybe only of being a pedophile but that makes you a bad guy anyway
  • Does crazy shit typical for 21st century such as using "personal pronouns", being a furry, brony, anime fan, "queer" or whatever else is currently popular.
    • A: No
  • Has tattoos, piercing, colored hair, colored nails, extravagant clothes and/or haircut, makeup, wears a suit, animal costume, body decorations etc.
    • A: No
  • Is extroverted (but claims to be introverted and shy), social, popular, possibly even has a spouse and kids (retards are popular with other retards and a retarded society run by retards naturally rewards people for being retarded). If he's an ultraretard by chance and doesn't manage to get sex, falls into depression and dies. Gets bored when alone with his own thoughts (or rather lack of), loves to talk excessively.
    • A: No
  • Needs citations, credibility, consensus, authorities, bosses, representatives and heroes.
    • A: No
  • Herd mentality, just does what others do and thinks what others think. Alternatively he may also try to do what's just best for himself (from his point of view), if confronted with the question of morality, answers something like "just doing my job", "someone else would do it anyway" etc.
    • A: Probably I've done this several times in my life, but I'll have to think. I don't work, but where I live unless you have someone that can support you you're forced to work or find a way to make money unlike in europe full of faggots with free time. I do think there are more and less harmful jobs though
  • Talks on the phone by holding it in front of his mouth as if he wants to eat it instead of just normally holding it next to his ear. Also doesn't know headphones exist, always listens to music or watches videos by playing them on loud no matter what people around him think.
    • A: No
  • Says he has "brain fog", ADHD, dyslexia, dyscalculia, aphantasia, "has never been good at math", has bad memory and bad spatial skills, had bad grades but HEY, THERE ARE ALSO OTHER TYPES OF INTELLIGENCE! This may go as far as him claiming he has high IQ but his "brain fog" and ADHD makes it difficult for him to think so he only "looks like" he is stupid but inside he's actually smart and maybe borderline genius, just unable to execute the thinking part.
    • A: No, although family members have told me that. I am very dumb though, as I always had a hard time learning things even when I was young. I'm very bad at math and programming but understand them more at this age than when I was younger. I'm also very bad at speaking, writing, drawing, etc. Thinking about this makes me want to cry
  • Has high self confidence.
    • A: No, although I don't see anything wrong with that
  • For some reason accepts and even likes competition because "it's natural", "people are competitive" and so on, but will still unnaturally accept the help of modern medicine when he should otherwise naturally die of sickness despite the fact that living organisms commonly die of diseases. By some bizarre mental gymnastics seems to have convinced himself that if we stop competing for food, we will also have to ban his favorite falling gem video game because competition must be either everywhere or nowhere.
    • A: No
  • Follows fashion (in clothes, technology, speech or whatever), has an "image" and "style", cares about how he's perceived and therefore reacts extremely emotionally to being "defamed", sometimes even to criticism of his favorite brands (Mac, Emacs, vim, Arch, ...).
    • A: No. I don't care about how I look and I act weird and don't follow trends
  • Is vulnerable to addictions of any kind, be it alcohol, smoking, gambling, drugs, overeating, porn, video games, Internet, social approval or anything similar. This is due to his mind and spirit being so weak that it can never win over the primal instinct-driven impulsive behavior of seeking quick rewards and self interest.
    • A: Probably no
  • For similar reasons as above he is unwilling to bear any slight discomfort such as sitting on a normal chair instead of a special luxurious gaming chair or watching a video in 720p instead of whatever the highest achieved resolution to date is. He will give up any portion of his freedom, dignity and time to increase his comfort by any fraction of a percent.
    • A: Working out has made me not care much about ergonomics anymore as I don't feel back, shoulder pain etc. Any resolution is fine unless if it's too heavy
  • Argues with people on the Internet.
    • A: No
  • Is LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE to convince by the most solid logical reasoning of simplest truths, it's absolute waste of time to try to argue with him because he doesn't know how logic works, and in fact most of the time he doesn't even know what he's actually arguing about or FOR himself, he is only mindlessly opening mouth and letting out sounds because that's what his primitive nervous system is preprogrammed to do, there is no goal or meaning in conversation with him other than passing time while waiting for the next event to happen. He is following a simple algorithm that consists of instructions such as "If you say A and someone else says B, you must keep defending A because reasons!""". The only thing that convinces him that X holds is hearing a lot of other people (preferably celebrities on TV or other kinds of "authority") say that X holds. Because smart people quickly see this and will soon quit discussing anything serious with him, he actually thinks he's extremely smart because he misinterprets this as "winning an argument against someone smart".
    • A: It's been a long time ago since I argued with someone, but from what I remember I listen to what they say or say if I agree or disagree with something and why or just leave
  • Likes to dance, laugh out loud, run around like a monkey -- for example whenever he succeeds at something, he MUST do a happy dance, he's just excited like a Chihuahua and can't control himself.
    • A: Sounds like something of extroverted people. Sometimes I laugh very loud and weird but I think many do that
  • Gets offended by words.
    • A: Not words specifically but tone and intention
  • Has high chance of appearing on the front cover of a magazine.
    • A: No
  • Uses voice chat in games.
    • A: No but I don't see anything wrong with that if it's not annoying and just for talking normally
  • Adds epilepsy warnings and disclaimers to everything.
    • A: What?
  • Is eager to let everyone know his opinions and tastes by force so he wears T-shirts with writings and his laptop is covered in stickers.
    • A: No
  • Highly desires to work -- not to do something good but to be employed and given arbitrary senseless orders that will give him a sense of meaning he is unable to find on his own.
    • A: No but idk how long I'll be able to be a NEET
  • Uses money.
    • A: Yes
  • Is a genius at being stupid, always surprises you by inventing new unbelievable ways to fuck things up.
    • A: Not sure
  • Follows politics and votes in elections.
    • A: No
  • Chases mainstream "success": money, job, promotion, luxury, consumption, ...
    • A: Probably no. I would do something like tang ping or quiet quitting

• English speech/writing patterns:
  • Uses apostrophes to form plurals, for example: "1's and 0's".
    • A: No. But in dutch you use it to make plural words that end in a vowel since without it it would change the last vowel to a short vowel, and also for abbreviations but that's a language nobody cares about anyway
  • "just because ... doesn't mean ..."
    • A: I don't speak english a lot since nobody does here and I don't talk or write on the internet, but from what I remember I've said that. It's not that important anyway if you're fluent, it's like saying "no tengo nada" or niggers saying "I don't have nothing" is incorrect since it's a double negative but since we all say that it doesn't matter, the idea is understandable (idk how it is when speaking to niggers though, I've heard is kind of hard to understand them when they speak in their natural tongue)
  • "the reason is because ..."
    • A: Same as above
  • "how it looks like"
    • A: I don't say that
  • "would of", "could of"
    • A: What is that?
  • "less people"
    • A: When writing or thinking I've been conscious about it
  • "could care less"
    • A: As in "couldn't care less"?
  • confuses "then" and "than"
    • A: No
  • "problematic"
    • A: What?
  • "person", "gender neutral pronouns" and other politically correct newspeak
    • A: In spanish we use "persona" a lot and it means something like individual, so I don't care. We don't care much about pronouns though, we always make fun of them when we see them, then again it's spanish but it's ultimately the same shit
  • Uses buzzwords (orchestration, software solution, inclusivity, ...)
    • A: Probably no
  • Is afraid of words like nigger and retard.
    • A: No

• computer-related:
  • Uses smartphone (or anything "smart" for that matter), either willingly or under the convenient excuse of "needing it for work" (but will still happily use it even in his spare time for completely non work related stuff).
    • A: I think it depends a lot what you use it for, I'm aware of the bad things they have like propietary software and spyware, I use it for talking with other people but very little and for school, and sometimes use it for browsing something quick, taking photos and to use anki etc. I don't think that's bad
  • Uses anything proprietary (video games, Windows, Mac, Discord, ...), makes excuses for why proprietary data are acceptable in video games, when confronted about it quickly resorts to rationalization (something with "non functional data").
    • A: Maybe my android phone if that counts but I usually use open and free software. While I think propietary stuff is bad ultimately what matters is what you do with those tools, if all you do is consoom stupid videos that don't provide anything new or useful to you that's bad. Idk what's non functional data
  • Uses GUI programs, says it is "intuitive".
    • A: Don't care
  • Says "Linux" instead of GNU/Linux, probably discovered "Linux" in 2024.
    • A: Yes, it's shorter. I discovered it in 2021
  • Says "open source" instead of free, possibly even thinking that free in "free and open source" means gratis and calls anything "source available" open source.
    • A: I know the difference
  • Says "coding" instead of "programming".
    • A: In spanish we always say programar or programación
  • Says "app" instead of "program".
    • A: If it's for a smartphone yes
  • Doesn't mind touch screens.
    • A: The only device with a touchscreen I have is my smartphone, I don't see how that's wrong, maybe it's bloat but I don't have anything else and I don't care
  • Tool obsession: audiophilia, mechanical keyboard obsession, curved monitors, text editor hopping, IDE hopping, distro hopping, ricing, WM hopping, programming language/paradigm hopping, ...
    • A: No, although I would like to try freebsd or openbsd on my computer some time later, but probably I never will
  • Supports privacy, encryption, anonymity, memory safety, sandboxes, updates, certificates etc.
    • A: No. I like to encrypt local data but we all know why. And if my laptop gets robbed nobody will access the SSD unless if they achieve to intimidate me
  • Uses crypto.
    • A: No
  • Uses "AI".
    • A: If it means LLM chatbots then yes. You have also used them to gather data so what's the point? Btw they haven't made me dumber, if anything they have made me smarter since I can now find information much quicker
  • Uses Rust.
    • A: If that means creating programs with rust then no
  • Uses shitty licenses including: copyleft, NC, ND, "no license", "here I made my own license", ...
    • A: No
  • Likes anything labeled "modern technology", watches tech tubers.
    • A: No

Overall I think I'm not that different from many men.

Biography

{ Written probably at the end of 2025. ~Paco }

I was born on 05 January 2007, supposedly 1 month premature in Veracruz. I probably was living there until I was 3 years old when my parents moved to Guadalajara, though I'm not sure about this. When I was 3 my mother died by a very rare disease. I entered kindergarten at 4 and exited at 6. I don't remember much, it was a colorful place. I remember some lady yelled at me because I was kicking a wall, which probably is the first moment of anxiety that I remember. I started using a computer when I was like 4, though obviously I didn't do anything special on it, just playing games on windows 7 or something, and later I had some game consoles. I remember I played minecraft, 90s games in emulators, GTA, etc. I started masturbating when I was like 5 years old. In primary school I was overall happy, though there were many moments of anxiety. I made 2 friends there (though I haven't seen them again). I thought I was smart. I was always the weird kid, didn't talk to anyone and maybe acted weird. I remember in the break I spent most of the time daydreaming. Around final years was when I was more expressive and I was overall a bit "crazy", like I remember doing stuff with friends like scratching tables, drawing funny porn and other "inappropiate" stuff. When I was around 11 I discovered porn and started masturbating to it. I entered secondary school when I was 12. I really hated being there. I mostly remember feeling anxiety and the time moving very slow. Also it made me realize that I'm basically a retard, though later I just didn't care about anything as I knew that all of that was just some kind of indoctrination or an obedience test. Everyday was shit though it's not like it was truly a torture as I'm sure there are a ton of people that have suffered a lot more than me. At 13 I liked other girls my age and fantasized about it (I still like people that age and younger haha. Very natural. And if you disagree you are a nigger CIA pederast). Later I discovered that I also like men to some extent and some weird fetishes. I made some friends, and I still had contact with 1 of them. Also since I wanted to escape from school I spent most of my time on internet or playing games, at some point I discovered dubstep and then its subgenre riddim, which I really liked and discovered other EDM genres and that me wanted to make music so I downloaded a pirated FL studio and tried to make music and I managed to make some shitty tracks that are now lost. When I was 14 I was exploring the internet and discovered Tor, the privacy hysteria and the website of dig deeper, I remember a spent a lot of time reading though his articles, and also I discovered Linux and Thinkpads so my parents bought me some used Thinkpad T400 and installed Linux on it. It was the pre-ChatGPT period so I did everything on my own with videos and articles (nowadays retards can't even use Linux and there's ChatGPT lol). I wasted a lot of time configuring the best setup for privacy and anonymity, and don't even remember anything about it and it doesn't matter. I also set the goal of learning english, at that point I was a beginner so I couldn't write anything and it was hard to read stuff (which btw I am currently better than most mexicans though still shit). I spent also a lot of time on the internet, reading imageboards, underground websites, etc. I tried to learn programming but it was very hard for me so I leaved it. Later I discovered the world of keyboard layouts and typing tests, I was obsessed with it and spent a lot of time on monkeytype and modifying and creating keyboard layouts. Also I got some mechanical keyboards which was a mistake, they aren't better than normal membrane ones. At 15 I discovered Drummyfish website in wiby, I thought it was just another schizo retard but over time I realized that he's actually very smart and better than all other celibrities (yes, he's actually almost a celebrity nowadays). My father wanted to live in other municipality because of business, which is the place where my father's family lived before so they had already a house there. I entered high school and there was nothing special, I don't remember much about it except some good times with friends but also some stress. At 16 I started playing games a lot again, I discovered some of my favorite games which I already mentioned in my website. I spent hundreds and hundreds of hours playing them and I stopped when I was 17. At that age maybe at mid 2024 I wanted to start working out. I was always very bad at sports and never liked to exercise, I didn't see the point. But after actually trying it I started to see a change and also it made me feel better. I also started watching a lot of videos about it and now I hate the fitness industry (and everything lol). When I was around 18 I was feeling somewhat depressed and angry and started to self harm, this was mostly because I was tired of feeling the same thing again and again and how everything was going to get worse in the future and how I'm a retard and should be dead. I entered university later, I choosed teleinformatics engineering even though I hate programming, networks and computers, but I hate other things even more. I thought that everyone was gonna be a lot better than me, like having a lot of experience with programming and other stuff, but actually it resulted to be the complete contrary, I'm a complete retard and am better than most of my group except in social skills of course. I discovered Ongezellig which I really liked and then Daniel Larson which is like one of the funniest and most based humans I've ever seen. I currently feel generally good, sometimes I feel sad but nothing serious. Currently I spend a lot of time listening to music.

Stupid/shameful/interesting things

• I lost an old encrypted USB with a collection of pornographic videos of myself from age 14-18 which were special for me, and when that happened I was "depressed" for a week but later I felt generally better, and since that moment my sexual libido or horniness has been generally low, I can't get erections as strong as before and generally don't like the things I used to do. I swear I leaved it on my room's table. And after a while it just vanished. Maybe it was a demon. Actually I now discovered that the operation alice was finished around 23 march 2026 and I lost that USB on march, what a coincidence.
• I am selfish, I don't like helping people or animals. I sometimes like to help people with some problems, but most of the time it doesn't bring me any happiness or pleasure. When I see insects I don't feel like killing them, not because I don't want them to suffer but because I'm very lazy to do it. I don't feel anything when I eat meat, though I eat that just cause I'm a NEET and eat whatever is available.
• I don't feel anything towards close people, as in when they die. I see that as a possible threat for me.
• I am weak and have bad conditioning. My pull ups record is 8, and I last ~50:00m on a 5km run in a hill with ~200m elevation. It's something I usually do out of habit and as an alternative to self harm. I can get injured easily. I don't know if I'm really going to improve without doping.
• I can't have last standing friendships. After a while, I just don't want to see these people again. Most of the time because I say or do something stupid or bad to them and that's where I feel bad.
• It's exhausting for me to talk to people and it gives me anxiety. Maybe not that much to be diagnosed with social anxiety disorder.
• My voice and pronunciation is insufferable.
• I'm a big dreamer since I was a kid. I remember that in elementary school I used to daydream in the recess, literally a dumb kid walking around the trees avoiding people and living in his dreams. The only things I remember from those times are that I wanted to be a big youtuber and making consoles and computers that are of extremely high quality and cheap, with the sole purpose of helping people. Of course I lost that interest since I discovered mathematics that are more advanced than arithmetics and programming and becoming insecure as shit.
• I've started to hate things and see the truth when I was a teenager for bad experiences with authority (well not really, but kind of).
• I don't like using social media, it gives me anxiety and makes me feel like shit. I can stay doom scrolling for hours without end in invidious and reddit and other platforms and I sometimes enjoy it, but then I realize all the time I've wasted for nothing. I don't like interacting because I almost never have anything to say, and that also happens IRL.
• I have zero creativity. I'm so bad at everything that I don't think I'm gonna get a job in my life, which also happens to be that I can't create or produce anything useful selflessly. I'm also very lazy. I don't like drawing, programming, writing, etc. or make food or agriculture (I'll probably have to do it at some point though).
• Nobody has ever felt attraction towards me (except me). I don't like to be with people either. I sometimes feel the need to talk with people but when I do I regret it.
• I've scored 125 in two free online IQ tests, kind of the mensa.
• I like the LRS wiki because I agree with 99% of what it says.
• I used to play videogames a lot, but now I find them boring after a while.
• One day a classmate asked me a favor if I could enter to her school account in some platform to get some information, and she sent me her username and password. I did what she told me and I logged out. Not like she was very interested or knowledgable about technology, but I liked that.
• I don't like learning languages. It's kind of a mental torture for me. Well, not that far but I really don't enjoy learning words and how to use them. I could become fluent in english if I lived in an english speaking area with english speaking relatives. I would like to get a language learning partner but I don't know how I'm gonna do that, especially here. I also don't use many uncommon words, what you're reading here is as good as it gets, I do have to search for some word or phrase evrey once in a while though. That also goes for my spanish, I use many mundane words, though I can express more things in that language and much quicker when speaking. My dutch is non-existent at the moment, but I can read and listen a bit.
• Universities are bullshit. Degrees and certificates are bullshit as well.
• I once sent porn to a whatsapp group with ~12 years old people that a cousin got me in where they were talking about lots of stupid stuff, not knowing if that was right or wrong though it was funny. Then I got scolded for it. I was 16 at the time.
• It's really hard for me to explain things and make presentations. It's like my mind has a lot of trouble getting the words together or just doesn't understand anything.
• I once saw a bright star at night, they told me that it was the star of my mom.
• When I was younger I saw a red star moving at 25 december at midnight, so in the morning. I believed it was the star of child christ (what we call niño dios here).
• It's funny but sad at the same time that people see and support idiots on the internet. I don't understand why people are like that. They're just wasting their time, they could use that time to do nothing or meditate or do or consume better stuff.
• I used to use void linux in a thinkpad T400 when I was like 15, then the screen and the hard drive fucked up, I guess the hard drive can still be read though. Now I use linux mint on a T450s and I've installed that distro as well on a PC.
• I have a smartphone and I don't use it that much. I'm aware of the bullshit it has everyday, like the preinstalled spyware, bloated OS and software, only bloated browsers available, the fact that every time I turn on the fucking wifi the phone gets super slow for 10 seconds. I try to use it only for whatsapp and when I need or want to check something while I'm in a place where I can't use my computer. I'm too lazy to flash a custom ROM though.
• I remember I had 700 hours played in fortnite when I was 12. Probably some thousand more combining all the games I've played.
• I was on a hill in the town where I sometimes go out to run and there was a fucking dog that bit me in my leg (just leaved me a bruise) and I had to run. Another time I ran as far as I could and the motherfucker just went away.
• I sometimes feel like killing people, but I know it's wrong to do that.
• Child sexual abuse is always wrong when it's not conscious, which is like 99% percent of the time. But I believe that it's not wrong if someone has some images or videos in their fucking computer, it's just data, information. It's extremely retarded to bully and burn people that download that stuff when the people that actually do wrong things are out there like nothing. There's nothing wrong with making fictional images or drawings of that.
• I ehm... like children both real and fictional uwu, from the ages 8-13 and up to 18 if that is also considered a fucking child. I oppose any kind of sexual abuse or molesting. I'm not with children that often (talking about family), but I've never had the urge to do anything and don't want to for fuck's sake. But I can goon to images or videos. Not if it's rape wtf, those that enjoy that are really crazy but I hope they never do anything IRL or molest anyone, if they don't download that many stuff and don't do any bad actions then it's all good, better if it's fictional.
• My third dog (which at the time of writing is 1 year old, the daughter of my 3 year old female dog and 11 year old male dog) likes to smell and lick my penis, though it seems that over time it has lost that interest a bit. I don't enjoy it, actually it feels itchy and not good, but it's funny to see her do that. Dogs are very silly and tender and I love that. My other female dog is also curious about my penis but to a lesser extent. The male dog always hated my penis.
• I probably never have experienced true depression. I mean, I used to self harm, there was a time where I cried almost every day, I have a hypertrophic scar in my right leg that I see every day, sometimes many times a day, and I have several superficial scars in my legs and left arm. But I guess I have never felt suicidal. I can have suicidal thoughts, but I've never tried it and don't want to currently.
• I appreciate people that make art even if it's propietary. It's something that has made me happy, and I don't really care if the people that made it are evil. It's something symbolic though.
• Daniel Larson is my favorite lolcow and probably the only person I'm a fan of.
• I don't like the french language even though my first name is similar to that word (spanish is better duh, though I'm aware of the influence of french in many languages), thoughever it seems that that name actually comes from the franks which were people from some part of germany or netherlands. Not like I have great genetics or something lol.
• I don't know how my future will be. Maybe I'll start working a full-time job some day. Maybe it could be at a company that I have in mind where I could be managing servers in cybersecurity and working with AI or idk, or in customer support, though it's not even a technology company. Or just get some low wage job in a multinational company, maybe I could be a janitor or something since I can speak some english and (hopefully) it will improve later. Or just some shitty job that pays barely enough to eat.

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