It's hard for me to describe this, but I'll try. It is FULL of normies, more or less like the NPC and Zoomer pages from the LRS wiki including me ofc (as if this was unexpected lol). Like there's really stupid women and most are just spending their time there fucking around with others o algo. But it's like I can't really make friends with anyone (sorry if I say "like" a lot), most of the time I hate being with people and I always act weird especially online like in chat groups because I find it funny and then some time after I regret it. I've tried to send some controversial stuff to a chat group and it seems like nobody reacted to it, it seems like they are too stupid to think about some things that they don't even get offended. I have the feeling that some are starting to dislike me a bit but maybe it's just me, I shouldn't care anyways unless it's causing real trouble because that's how I am and I'm not going to change. If they don't like how I am then fuck off, I also don't like how most humans are. There's another guy that is very introverted and usually tries to avoid social interactions, he doesn't seem to "cause" trouble like me, and ofc is also a normie in that he's extremely lazy even more than me and probably has normie opinions, but that guy also got some dyslexia or some shit. The only person I have contact with everyday and is also a zoomer (or alpha) is my brother, which is even more stupid than me. Thank god it's going to end in a week or two. I have nobody to talk to, but at the same time I don't want to tell this to anyone because I know it's not worth it and also it really bothers me to do it even if I feel like it's going to help me. Maybe I should get to know some people with mental issues IRL and are also chill, I could relate to them more but I'm very scared of it. Also most teachers are "average" or nothing significant, but there's one that is like a typical "right wing" rich productivity retard. When we are with him he always tells us to improve on ourselves and learn useful skills and that he cares about us more than any other teacher. He can speak fast and clearly, is very efficient with tasks (though sometimes he makes errors e.g. in texts), is probably fluent in english (rare here) and maybe other things, when I was in front of him it was like the first time that I've seen someone doing stuff fast and eficiently, I'm not kidding but I've also never worked in a real job though. Yeah that was a stupid rant, so now what matters: have I actually improved in this time? Idk, I guess I'm a bit better with english and dutch which I learn on my own so nothing to do with this. Overall this is a "scam". I don't know if it's correct to call it scam but I feel like you could enter there and if you don't put a single bit of effort into improving (but I mean, like ACTUALLY putting in lots of effort every day) you can still pass everything and be awarded with some degree and you'll end up like the you 4 years ago that entered there, all of that time wasted consuming garbage content, listening to music, staring at nothing for hours, crying or feeling like you're about to cry, etc. That or if you're slave whore, then of course, slaving.